Meditating on Sacred Scripture has long been recognized as a worthwhile spiritual practice, particularly so during the season of Lent. In this reflection, we’ll focus on four familiar Scriptural scenes from Jesus’ final hours on earth. These vignettes offer an opportunity to reflect and meditate on an exchange of looks between Jesus and one other significant player in the narrative of our salvation.
Jesus and Judas
The account of Jesus washing the feet of His apostles in the Gospel of Saint John (13:1-11) describes this emotional scene at the Last Supper on that world-changing Holy Thursday. For the Master Himself to perform a service normally relegated to a slave or servant was an action both humble and humbling. We recall Peter’s blustering refusal to have his feet washed by Jesus, and his eventual acquiescence at Jesus’ insistence. But what were the reactions of the other eleven?
A film viewed some years ago depicted this scene most movingly. As Jesus made His way around the table, washing the feet of each apostle in turn, some appeared confused, some afraid, some moved to tears. Then, when Jesus approached Judas, the scene became truly electric; the look that passed between the two was charged with such powerful emotion on both sides. That scene brought home the impact such a wordless exchange must have had on them both at Jesus’ unexpected action.
For meditation: What did Judas feel when Jesus’ eyes locked with his, knowing the treacherous action he was about to take? What was Jesus attempting to convey in His eyes, given His foreknowledge of that betrayal so soon to come? How can I comfort Jesus when reflecting on this scene today?
Jesus and Peter
As related in the Gospel according to Saint Luke (22:54-62), in the courtyard of the high priest’s house, Peter fulfilled Jesus’ prophecy, denying his Master three times, with the stunning climax: “’My friend, I do not know what you are talking about.’ Just as he was saying this, the cock crowed, and the Lord turned and looked at Peter; and Peter remembered the word of the Lord, how he had said to him, ‘Before the cock crows today, you will deny me three times.’ He went out and began to weep bitterly.”
The triple denial of Jesus by the man He had chosen to lead His church must have caused terrible hurt and cruel disappointment to Jesus’ human heart. For Peter’s part, how mightily must he have wished those words of denial back inside his own fear-ridden heart.
For meditation: What emotions were locked inside the look shared by Jesus and Peter on that night of fear, betrayal, abandonment, and denial? When Peter recalled that gaze through years of tearful reflection, what feelings were stirred within him? How can I comfort Jesus for this action of Peter?
Jesus and Pilate
Early on the morning of Good Friday, Jesus was brought before Pilate in the praetorium. Vacillating between belief in Jesus’ innocence and fear of the bloodthirsty crowd, Pilate engaged Jesus in a discussion, perhaps wishing to trap Him into self-incrimination and so ease his own nagging conscience. The Gospel of Saint John (18:33-38) relates their exchange on the subjects of kingship and truth. Pilate began by asking Jesus a direct, challenging question: “Are you the King of the Jews?” Jesus’ initial response was that His kingdom was not of this world. When Pilate repeated the question, Jesus replied, “You say I am a king. For this I was born and for this I came into the world, to testify to the truth. Everyone who belongs to the truth listens to my voice.” We can imagine the look that passed between them as, abandoning the subject of kingship for a much deeper one, Pilate asked Jesus his incisive rhetorical question, “What is truth?”
For meditation: What passed between Jesus and Pilate as they gazed into each other’s eyes? Did Pilate ever discover the nature of that eternal truth? How can I comfort Jesus, forced as He was to subordinate His rightful Kingly authority to that of one of His own creatures?
Jesus and Mary
The Stations of the Cross allow us to enter into the spirit of Jesus’ last hours on earth. Tradition tells us that Mary followed Him on the sorrowful journey to Calvary, and the Gospel of Saint John places her at the foot of Jesus’ cross at journey’s end (19:25-27). Accompanying her Son during that excruciatingly painful time made Our Lady a grief-stricken participant in His final agony and humiliation.
The Stations of the Cross prayers, composed by Saint Alphonsus Liguori, carry the faithful along with Jesus on the Via Dolorosa. The meditation for the Fourth Station, “Jesus Meets His Sorrowful Mother,” is particularly moving: “Consider the meeting of the Son and the Mother, which took place on this journey. Jesus and Mary looked at each other, and their looks became as so many arrows to wound those hearts which loved each other so tenderly.”
For meditation: What did the “arrows” that traveled between the hearts of Jesus and Mary convey? How can I comfort both Jesus and Mary as I walk beside them along the Via Dolorosa, all the way to Calvary, during this Holy Week?
When we meditate on these scenes from Jesus’ final hours, it is good to remind ourselves that the Scriptural events we contemplate are not simply stories written down long ago. Real flesh-and-blood people lived these events. In our reflection, we recall the significant looks that passed between them – looks replete with a power transcending words. For these real human beings playing roles in salvation history, that power – the power of a meaningful glance – cannot be overestimated.
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